All I Wanted Was You

You date someone for such a short time but by the time they break up with you, its like you've known them your whole life and its like nothing even happened. You try to go on with your life, but hey, you see him in the hallway, your fake friends adore him, and you're just sitting alone like "Well, I'm fucked."

That's never fair. Not even to losers like me. I've been crying for 4 days, and I dream about the day where I can just walk around with people who actually like me. Where I have real friends. Where I'm happy with myself, and life. I hate this so much. I honestly am contemplating getting a foster family. I've fucking had enough.

I haven't updated in 3 months? DAMN!

Most of my old friends aren't my friends at all. DRAMA.

I started taking vocal lessons. Hopefully when I'm famous or something I can look back at this and laugh.

Ummmmmmm hmmm what else? OH I want to get a guitar.

And thats it :)

Haley

It was great! Madison Square Garden, 7/27/09. Kaiser Chiefs: eh.

Everything Else: YAY!

They played in DC last nite and it was great too.

XOXO

Halz

Has anyone read the recent star mag? it has an article about how jessica and tony broke up, blah blah blah and then the next page is pete and ashlee and they're saying ashlee is crazy and ocd's about pete and girls. they even blamed part of her maddness on cassadee fucking pope and the millionares. BULL SHIT PEOPLE.

I am going to have the greatest birthday known to..anyone.

Green Day Concert @ The Garden on M Shadow's Bday

Oct. 2, blink-182, FOB, and All American Rejects concert in Virginia Beach. With My Best Friend.

Now All I Need is for my man to break up with his stupid it thing. Then everything will be perfect.

Ok, sitting here, crying about Michael Jackson's funeral, I feel SO bad about making fun of him...

But it's too damn late now.

People are lucky who got to go to the funeral.

XOXO

Haley

Sammy was my dog. It's really lame to post something about my dog, but he has been in my life since I was 2, I think. He was put to sleep last night because he was in pain. I want him to be remembered.

May they have all the treats you can eat in doggy heaven.

He's fucking dead. I made fun of him, day by day, and I cried when I found out. I played every CD my mom had, and went out and completed the collection. I rode to New York today, and listened to them all the way up.

Let's talk about something happy.

PEREZ HILTON GOT PUNCHED IN THE FACE. Thank God. I'm sorry, but when you talk shit about people and say mean things, you deserve to get hit. Stop playing so damn innocent with everyone. You talk so bad about people, then you say you're a nice guy. B-U-L-L- S-H-I-T. Plus, you're a pain in the ass. You get into people's personal lives, which is pretty much STALKING. You're one of those creepers that deserved to get the fucktard beaten out of him, and I hope it happens again. I swear to go I hope one day those people who kept shooting 50 Cent, I hope they find you, and put a cap up your ass, because you COMPLETELY deserve it.

XOXO

Haley

ps. FUCK YOU PEREZ FUCK YOU. ( pun intended, concidering he said fuck will.i.am. spelled wrong xD)

I spent a while trying to think of words to say...even though most likely you'll never read this...

I found out the troubles you've had in your life, being depressed, being alone...and I thought to myself, "What the fuck are you complaining about?" I realized you are one of the fucking greatest guys I have ever seen, and that I should look up to you, seeing all the bullshit you've gone through. You may still not think you're a big person, but YES, Pete, you are! If you can get through suicidal thoughts, insulting comments and nasty pictures, then I can get through my life. And thank you for that, and you maybe married (and also to Ashlee: You are the luckiest girl in the world! Bronx, being the luckiest baby in the world for having such an awesome dad!) I will always, always, love you, and never turn my back on your life, because your life is a perfect example of a happy ending. A beautiful wife, wonderful career, perfect son...and it's only your 30th birthday!!!!!

I love you forever,

Haley

meant2b81196 got boring.

Meet the new me :D
Next, if I fall inlove with Pete again, it'll be HaleyMarieWentz.

or if i go for ZeeBear it'll be HaleyMarieBaker.

I was thinking of ways to change my name around.

1. Haylee Marie-Claire Haner
2. Heylee Marie-Claire Haner
3. Hayley Marie-Claire Haner...

Dunno. I miss the whole Mrs. Wentz thing. But ah, times have changed. Found "bigger" and "better" things to move on to fall in love with. Until he gets married.

Then until Zeebear gets married...

1. Haylee Marie-Claire Baker
2. Heylee Marie-Claire Baker
3. Hayley Marie-Claire Baker....

Or just drop the double middle name and be Heylee Claire Baker.

I like that.

Heylee Claire Haner... HCH

Why did I laugh? Dunno.

Twinkle...twinkle...tinkle..oops...twinkle...

BANDIT WAY IS THE SHITS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i fucking cried. this isnt funny when people do this and they are stalking you. if it was this fuckn moron who fuckn posted it he'd probly be pissed off too! i mean jesus fucking christ what the fuck???!!!!! its not like he's inhuman!! he takes a shit just like us "broke people" do and he OBLIOUSLY fucks the same way we do and he EATS the same way we do so what the fuck is the point of attacking him with fucking cameras???!!!!!! YEAH HE SEXY. SO FUCKING WHAT. alot of people who arent famous are sexy!!! PEOPLE DONT FOLLOW THEM AROUND WITH FUCKING CAMERAS!!! it should be iligal that you go around shoving cameras up people's asses!!!!! if these paperatziez (and i call them knatzies) people felt what it was like to be STALKED! WHICH THATS WHAT THIS FUCKING IS then maybe they wouldnt fucking like it.

Let's give them a taste of their own fucking medicine.

Well, am I a total fuck or what.

So me and my sister go into our cabnets in search of beer. We fine some "wine" and drink it. It tasted like I dont even fucking know what. So this morning I'm like hey mom what's this and she's like cooking wine.

SEE IM STUPID. PERFECT FOR BRIAN, RIGHT??? xD.

Well our boys played in Detroit last night. I wanted to go but I'm in bum fucking Maryland, remember? I unfortunatly do.

Haley

I make stupid videos.

TheHaleyandShayShow is the channel. Comment and send me ideas. The Ashlee Simpson Show *Remake* is in effect :D

Haley

Because it seems the people who we want to spend the rest of our life with (cough cough Syn) are suddenly older (14 vs 28 almost 29 i dont think so) are NEVER going to be with us how will we end up with somone we TRUELY want to be with??? I'm running out of people here.

Pete-married to Ashlee, has Bronx.

Syn-engaged to a plastic boobed slut.

Zacky-dating a plastic boobed slut.

Matt- I wouldnt wanna break Matt and Val up concidering they just got married.

Jimmy-engaged to a former porn star (go figure)

Johnny-is all Shay's.

Nick Carter- I stopped liking him in 1st grade.

Who new and exciting and CLOSE TO OUR AGE is better than ANY of them??? (not including Nick...he's just an example)

Somone tell me who NOW. I need somone to be obsessed with who's new!!!!

Haley

I feel AWEFULL!!I missed Patty's BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok, I've been on alot LATELY, but I'm back on for sure now! I finally will be checking this once a day everyday (hopefully) so add me and comment me!!

ps the fan fiction unfortunatly is discontinued so they'll be coming down :((

HALEY V

I got home from a school dance (it was a friday) and my mother smiled at me and said, "Ashlee's baby was born."

I automactically knocked her off the computer and went to Yahoo. Then, I proceeded to cry. LOL.

Yup, can you even believe its been 5 months???? Well, I bet Bronx is doing just fine with his cute lil chubby cheeks.

~H

ps. APRIL 28.

Nothing new. Excepts I officially hate being underage. I cant do shit. You can buy tickets to hang with Avenged and go to a bar, but NOO I am FUCKING UNDERFUCKING aged!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! see, this is the suckish part about being goth. You're so mature but you're so young...WAA i wanted to get drunk with Syn and Zacky!!!!!!!!

I did all I could to make sure I got on for Brendon Urie's Birthday!!!! Happy Birthday Dude!!