Meant2b81196's Journals

Tell Me Something

You date someone for such a short time but by the time they break up with you, its like you've known them your whole life and its like nothing even happened. You try to go on with your life, but hey, you see him in the hallway, your fake friends adore him, and you're just sitting alone like "Well, I'm fucked."

That's never fair. Not even to losers like me. I've been crying for 4 days, and I dream about the day where I can just walk around with people who actually like me. Where I have real friends. Where I'm happy with myself, and life. I hate this so much. I honestly am contemplating getting a foster family. I've fucking had enough.

Whoa, Whoa, Whoa. Hold it.

I haven't updated in 3 months? DAMN!

Most of my old friends aren't my friends at all. DRAMA.

I started taking vocal lessons. Hopefully when I'm famous or something I can look back at this and laugh.

Ummmmmmm hmmm what else? OH I want to get a guitar.

And thats it :)

Haley

Green Day Concert

It was great! Madison Square Garden, 7/27/09. Kaiser Chiefs: eh.

Everything Else: YAY!

They played in DC last nite and it was great too.

XOXO

Halz

Seriously?

Has anyone read the recent star mag? it has an article about how jessica and tony broke up, blah blah blah and then the next page is pete and ashlee and they're saying ashlee is crazy and ocd's about pete and girls. they even blamed part of her maddness on cassadee fucking pope and the millionares. BULL SHIT PEOPLE.

It's Finally Happening.

I am going to have the greatest birthday known to..anyone.

Green Day Concert @ The Garden on M Shadow's Bday

Oct. 2, blink-182, FOB, and All American Rejects concert in Virginia Beach. With My Best Friend.

Now All I Need is for my man to break up with his stupid it thing. Then everything will be perfect.

I Want To Appalogise

Ok, sitting here, crying about Michael Jackson's funeral, I feel SO bad about making fun of him...

But it's too damn late now.

People are lucky who got to go to the funeral.

XOXO

Haley

RIP SAMMY JULY 2, 2009

Sammy was my dog. It's really lame to post something about my dog, but he has been in my life since I was 2, I think. He was put to sleep last night because he was in pain. I want him to be remembered.

May they have all the treats you can eat in doggy heaven.

Is anyone else in shock?

He's fucking dead. I made fun of him, day by day, and I cried when I found out. I played every CD my mom had, and went out and completed the collection. I rode to New York today, and listened to them all the way up.

Let's talk about something happy.

PEREZ HILTON GOT PUNCHED IN THE FACE. Thank God. I'm sorry, but when you talk shit about people and say mean things, you deserve to get hit. Stop playing so damn innocent with everyone. You talk so bad about people, then you say you're a nice guy. B-U-L-L- S-H-I-T. Plus, you're a pain in the ass. You get into people's personal lives, which is pretty much STALKING. You're one of those creepers that deserved to get the fucktard beaten out of him, and I hope it happens again. I swear to go I hope one day those people who kept shooting 50 Cent, I hope they find you, and put a cap up your ass, because you COMPLETELY deserve it.

XOXO

Haley

ps. FUCK YOU PEREZ FUCK YOU. ( pun intended, concidering he said fuck will.i.am. spelled wrong xD)

Happy Birthday Pete!

I spent a while trying to think of words to say...even though most likely you'll never read this...

I found out the troubles you've had in your life, being depressed, being alone...and I thought to myself, "What the fuck are you complaining about?" I realized you are one of the fucking greatest guys I have ever seen, and that I should look up to you, seeing all the bullshit you've gone through. You may still not think you're a big person, but YES, Pete, you are! If you can get through suicidal thoughts, insulting comments and nasty pictures, then I can get through my life. And thank you for that, and you maybe married (and also to Ashlee: You are the luckiest girl in the world! Bronx, being the luckiest baby in the world for having such an awesome dad!) I will always, always, love you, and never turn my back on your life, because your life is a perfect example of a happy ending. A beautiful wife, wonderful career, perfect son...and it's only your 30th birthday!!!!!

I love you forever,

Haley

Changed my name :)

meant2b81196 got boring.

Meet the new me :D
Next, if I fall inlove with Pete again, it'll be HaleyMarieWentz.

or if i go for ZeeBear it'll be HaleyMarieBaker.

I was thinking of ways to change my name around.

Haylee Marie-Claire Haner
Heylee Marie-Claire Haner
Hayley Marie-Claire Haner...

Dunno. I miss the whole Mrs. Wentz thing. But ah, times have changed. Found "bigger" and "better" things to move on to fall in love with. Until he gets married.

Then until Zeebear gets married...

Haylee Marie-Claire Baker
Heylee Marie-Claire Baker
Hayley Marie-Claire Baker....

Or just drop the double middle name and be Heylee Claire Baker.

I like that.

Heylee Claire Haner... HCH